Monday, June 13, 2005
Pretty sianz rite now.Woke up ard 7+ coz siok ming call but back to sleep coz i'm tired.Wake up at 9:10 den manli msg saying she cant go.So i msg siok say i nt gg liao norx.Anyway, moi book already in sch liao.Oso dunno wat to do for moi ss,Mdm Khong not in sch oso.No point lahx.Went to brush moi teeth blah blah den ma ask mi to tidy up moi cupboard coz is full of clothes den super messy lahz.*grins* Threw away sum of moi clothes. Hab chicken rice which ma cook for lunch at 11:15. Boi, i'm sorri i didnt tell ya i'm not gg sch.Aiya! writing here is no used coz u oso wont read coz u seldom online de.
Read sum blogs and found out lots of things which is happenning norx.Hab sad and of coz happy de but mostly is sad. I as a friend of them oso duno wat to do arh! Why always relationship?! I moiself oso dunno y, simply no ans to it.Start to hab lots of questioning cuming to moi mind, but there isnt any ans to those question.Is ok anyway! Hab went through lots of up and dwns in life but is fun.If there isnt any prob,challenges and obstacles for us, life will be so damn meaningless coz we wont realise anything much. Anyway, i feel tt i should change to a better person. Sumthing bad happens on our 1 mth anniversary. I was hurt tt veri day and realise sum stuff oso.After wat u sms mi, i was like wondering wat on earth did he tells u.Tears start to flow, been a long time i nvr cry lahz. Thanks lili for consoleing mi.Went to sleep coz didnt wan to tink much. I'm not avoiding tt prob but just didnt wan to tink much of it coz it might lead mi to tink more and ltr lead to quarrelling which i dun wan.Glad tt everything turn out well e nxt day.Sorri boi if i said sumthing tt hurts u too.I love u for who u are and not who u will becum in e future.I might be veri quiet at times, dun worry.If i hab prob i will tell ya no doubts abt it.Thanks for all ya care,love and concern.Love u lots! I dun mind if u dun hab time to pei mi.Maybe i'm just different from other ger? Every ger hab different personality,character, handle stuff differently. Love e way u smile, is so cute.Thats why i always pinch ya cheek.*grins* Dun tok abt tis liao... need to go mop floor le.update again at nite.
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