Monday, August 15, 2005
I dunno wat's wrong wit mi. Moi heart shattered into pieces today not becoz of him but sum other stuff.I cant sleep well at all, heard wat u* were saying and u cried badly.I just felt like telling him he has no right to scold moi ah ma, who does he tinks he is veri big arh? I'm starting to hate him even more le, from e beginning till now i just dunno why i dislike u* lots! Just dun wan her* to get hurt by u. U're just a lousy guy, think she* veri good to bully is it, mind u! I will sure to remember u in moi whole life, dun tink will ever forgive u at all. Woke up like e usual time, tis time i wash moi hair in e morning just simply hab no mood for anything norx.Take moi own sweet time to wash up and left home at 6:40.
I was damn tired, i dunno wat moi mind is thinking moi head was filled wit stuff and is heavy. I wasnt paying much attention in class either.First 2 periods were pe, didnt want to play at all so just stand and walked ard try to claim moiself dwn.After tt hab a math, Mr Ang took over coz Mr GOh was sick lahx.Den he went through e rest test paper lorx... felt super restless but i couldnt sleep. Hab english after tt, pretty alright.Followed by recess, did moi math in e concourse den went back to class.During ss really cant control moiself liao, so tears started to flow dwn moi cheek. Den i cry until veri chan like tt lorx... coz realli veri sad lahx when i tink of it. How i wish moi pa knws norx.He's still e best! Didnt feel like cuming home today either.. Boi was sitting beside mi consoleing mi, thanks for being there for mi! He's nice lahx, being there to cheer mi up and lighten moiself. Den Mdm Kong told sumthing to boi. Lesson ended den Mdm kong told sumthing to Ms chen so she asked if i was ok when she entered.Den Mr toh asked boi why he was sitiing beside mi norx. haix... Den hab e math again, dunno wat Mr ang toking oso so dun realli care was day dreaming lahx den went for assembly lorx. Went to get moi foto look kind of kuku to mi.Stayed in sch to finish up moi e math, went to classroom and do coz concourse veri hot and e sun was shining super brightly. Went to basketball court and slack lorx.. left sch at 5 went to void deck, tok tok den went home but still didnt realli tok to her* norx.
Oneofmoisaddessdayinmoilife.
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