Saturday, September 03, 2005
Feeling so pissed off now lahx.I'm just not in the good mood. Hate MR LEE! all thanks to him norx, if not i will still be enjoying moi sleep rite now. I didnt wanted to go for in-line skating today coz find it like kind of boring oso and is early in e morning. So decided to pon, tink manli oso nvr go bahx. Den he called moi house at 9:15 and ma picked up e fone, she went into moi room and shouted at mi, why didnt u go sch today for in-line skating and go ans fone now! Den went to ans e fone lorx, and Mr lee says u beta cum dwn now. So i tell him, i dun wan to lahx.Den he was okay but u still hab to pay.I oso dun give a damn coz it's not moi money, it's being deduct from edusave. Den hang up and decided to went back to sleep, ma came walking into e room again.And started all her scolding lahx.
Shall talk abt y'dae bahx.It's a beta day compare to today, spoil moi mood sia.But will be alright ltr bahx. Yesterday, hab moi math paper after recess and i didnt knw how to do alot of question lorx.And is e last paper, like finally lorx.Think i'm gg to fail once again. I'm losing hope in myself, i feel like giving up. It's like study so hard and nvr study for it still fail must well dun study beta. Den hab oral after sch lahx, while waiting for moi turn was thinking abt it.How on earth am i going to ans to ma and moi cousin as she tutors mi. Was try to cool moiself dwn oso lahx, i'm kind of hot-tempered tis few days.No longer e person who can tolerate things. So, still prefers last time de mi. Can say tt i'm being eomtional tis few months bahx... but cry oso no used lahx.Keep smiling and getting over it is beta. Den went for oral lorz, when mr xudi ask mi abt e super star thingy den i ans but mostly in eng. Coz i dunno how to say it out in chinese, moi chinese just sux lahx.It's was oso e first time i took moi oral and is like 5mins onli norx, veri fast seh.Den went back into e classroom and waited for him* Den glenn they all ask wan go wm mahx den just tag along norx but in e end they stayed in sch to play bball lorx. Den walked out of sch wit lin,sin lorx.Went to find him* den went to e "cage" lorx. Went home at 4:10 den reached home liao hurry bath jiu rushed out to meet moi fren lorx.
Reached home at 12:05 lorx, bath den msg him* Till now i still hab no idea wat happened to ya.Tis few days can see tat ya veri sad lorx. Den i oso dunno wat to do so tat can cheer ya up at least abit. Onli keep telling ya to cheer up and dun tink too much.haix.. Thanks for always being there when i'm down or happy.Being able to share those sadness and happiness within mi. I appreciate all tt u hab done through e months. Remember wat ya promise mi oso k? Hope to see a happy yew soon. =]
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