Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Got back from westmall like 45mins ago, decided to leave early while e rest still continue to walk ard. Lesson was pretty alright till chem.Drank mango syrup so gastric pain after tt. Got back out eng paper and i onli managed to score 47/80.Jianqiang was e highest in class wit 49/80.Congrat! Ss was damn boring! hab math tutorial straight after ss lesson.Didnt understand much lahx, i'm dumb! So dun expect much from mi alright.
Went to westmall walk ard den hab lunch wit them at kfc.Lunch was pretty alright lahx and onli cost mi 3 bucks.Walked ard and didnt hab e mood lahx... haix. So left after awhile.Took 176 home and i held on moi tears... I'm realli damn hurt! Shall not elaborate.
i dunno how to describe how i'm feeling rite now all i can say is hurt and down.Hearts shattered into pieces.How long can i hold onto moi tears? I'm no longer a ger u once knew.Now i'm just a worthless,useless pieces of junk which is distracting ya life. i dunno wat's e most important thing in ya life.For once today, i finally felt sumthing.Fren are more imporatant. Haix...! *big sigh* i'm always a loser who is good for nth.I'm dumb! so dumb, simple math qauestion oso dunno how to do.
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