Thursday, November 03, 2005
Things at home arent getting any beta.*big sigh* I oso dunno wat to do lahx.Being in tis family, is like so much trouble de lorx. =( Y cant moi family be just like moi cousin.So sweet alrite.Although they dun spend much time together during weekdays as aunty reach home like after 10 moi cousin by den will already be sleeping.Their weekend is so nice.Going to church in e morning den follow by sum other activity.There's just a strong bonding in them.
As for moi.I realli hab nth to say sia.Although i get to see moi ma everyday, we seldom tok to each other much.I dun realli tok to her abt how i feel abt sum stuff at home lahx.I realli dislike afew things at home.But what can i do, just gotta ren.See tt summone lets name it as A.I already feel like slapping A or just gib A a scolding.I so dislike A.Humpff! A always tink so highly of zhi ji lorx.I so cant stand it! I dun get to see dad often.=( Used to see him every morning during sec 1 n 2 coz he drives mi to sch but sec 3 i dun see much of him anymore.Sad!
Haix! dun understand e way adults tink norx.Cant they just try to gib n take and stand each other.No one is perfect for no relationship is perfect.There's sure to be up n dwns.Moi parents got divorce when i was young lahx.I was too young to understand much either.Till when i was in sec 1, i dunno wat happen to mi either.I was being send for counselling. Coz tt was e time i reali dun tok to moi parents and facing quite alot of upset things in sch.I just kept it all to moiself.I got betray a number of times.So, i didnt realli trust moi frens.But now i'm better den how i was in sec 1.I still remember e sec 1 iris is always full of saddness, u dun see her smile often.
Anyway, treausure everything before it's too late.Frens out there, treasure ya family member.Dun wait till u lost them den regret by then it might just be too late le.We cant turn back time either.
i dunno wat hab i been tinking tis few days either lahx.Just now i receive a msg.E msg goes like gurl,dun mind do mi a favour.Help mi wish siok n alvin happy b'dae and all e best.. i'm gg holidat tonite so i tink cant wish them ba.Thanks.I thought it was boi.Den check who is e sender again, yuan lai is manli.Dunno lahx.Boi leavin in 25days time oso.Haix.
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