Monday, November 21, 2005
walking dwn e streets
seeing pairs along
hand held tightly
tears were rolling
as i look into their eyes
all e sweetness love could bring
e feelings i once felt
when i was in love wit u
still lingers in e air
i miss u
i miss habing u
=(*crys* i cant turn moi head and shivering now.I dun wan to be sick yet again. anyway hab fun at escape today.played flipper,panasonic,inverter,wet n wild wice.First time was wit shumin and yilin,i was sitting in front and got damn wet.Second time was wit jody and ressal wit mi in e middle,wet too.nice! First time playing all these oso.e previous time i went panasonic too mani ppl and inverter is dwn for maintanence.we played although it rain.went to bk eat till freaking full oso lahx.dun wanna elaborate much oso.
vic ask mi abt are we gg to patch.All i can say is i dunno.she told mi abt her bf.no comments.u guys shld knw y lahx horx? lolx.Remembering e promises ya made.Not to be a heavy smoker and stuff like tt.Since e day we broke up, at times i wonder hab ya feeling for mi fade.I just dun hab e courgae to ask ya all i can tell ya is when ya feeling for mi fade le let mi knw.And it's oso time for mi to knw moi "wish" wont cum true.There are plenty of thing running throu moi head.I didnt expect things to turn out tis way cox everything was still alrite like few days back.i wanted to express moi feeling but words just cant cum out.Still remembering wat we both look forth in e relationship was to make it last.Miss u lots when u're at thailand during e june holiday.i will always remember e necklace ya brought for mi.It's sweet and wat actually happen tt nite.Thanks for everything,it's beautiful.It's just so pure and i felt so fortunate to hab ya by moi side.Remembering e first time we held hands at chinatown.Funni!wat happen when ya alight from 176 from bp.e trip to jp was nice.Hab lotsa laughter and walk all e way to e bus stop when we both are so full.Ya stay awake through out e nite just to reply to moi msg when i was gg for moi leadership camp.E visit to moi house when i was sick during june and send to hospital twice.I still remember ya brought 2 cans of 100plus.pei mi for awhile and ya went to meet up wit ya frens.Ya pei mi during e steamboat thingy wit doreen they all knwing i wont tok to them.I hab lotsa fun playing wit magarine.e times we spend at pasir ris park.I can sense e sweetness in u.I enjoy spending moi time wit u although it's just a few hours or so.i knw sumtime when i'm out wit ya i look veri sianz but i arent.Just tt at times, i'm realli piss and unhappy wit wat's happening at home.Ya oso shld knw moi family.I realli dunno wat to say.maybe ya cant sense e happiness i hab deep dwn.Thanks for everything ya hab done.It's sweet!u hab been a good stead compare to most of moi ex.Through e little argument and quarel i begin to treasure u more.I still remember i cry buckets on 17oct feeling so jealous. Everytime when ya say when i'm out wit moi frens i'm happier moi heart just sank.I just wan to say i'm oso happy when out wit ya.On 30oct,we talked from 11+ all e way to 2+if i dun remembered wrongly.Shared so much stuff and was one of e few days i like best.And met up for breakfast on 31 and off to sch for phy tutorial. The day when we broke up and i woke u up in e middle of e nite,feeling was already numb.But all i can say is i still love u as how i love u in e past.Moi feeling for ya is still there.doubt ya will read oso lahx.
Hey, wat strong wit u.how can u treat her like tt.She's moi buddy, i dun wanna see her suffer lorx.How can ya treat her like tt?U put bball first and she put fren first, anything wrong wit tt? u ask yaself, e way u treat her.Wat for tell her ya will treat her beta den other guys when till now u hab done nth.Dun promise ppl when u knw u cant fulfill it.U will onli hurt e person.Do u knw there are times when she wanted to share wit ya her prob, are u there for her?NAH! all i knw is u onli care abt yaself.Do u knw she was sick? Doubt so.Hab ya ever show care and concern.From wat i knw.Everything is so different from e time when u guys werent together. All were so sweet lorx.But now, nth to say.Just great disappointment.Y cant ya ans her call and explain everything? Cant u cum straight to e point? tink she's oso hurt
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