Monday, February 06, 2006
haix. anyway, y'dae nite i couldnt sleep. i thought abt alot of stuff and made up moi mind to sit at e back alone today.i did.i find tt i could concentrate dere cox i wouldnt tok to anyone and just pay attention in class.i could pay attention for onli a few lesson den started to feel veri tired and warm in e mids of geo lesson.hoho! dwn wit fever again. wondering y does she still bother to msg mi asking mi am i unhappy abt her, y i sit so far n onli 1 person. of cox i'm unhappy abt ya n i rather sit alone den sitting beside yew.keep making up story trying to break ppl friendship uh? not so easy i guess.work hard on ya skills. i cried a few times in class today.haix. i oso show him attitude when he pass mi e edusave form.sori for tat but i tink u wont read moi blog anyway.
hab d&t enrichment after sch and i cry again.haix.veri fan! i thought of moi idea for d&t liao le.e lesson ends pretty fast.and sori lin n min.haix! didnt mean to shout at yew guys.i guess i reali hab to change tis damn stupid attitude of moi and i'm pmsing lahx. i aint in e good mood at all today.
so much test.argh! seems like everyday oso hab test norx.realli gota bark up and get back moi passion for studying.i'm starting to lose it liao le.i duno y, dragging moiself to go to sch recently. tml will be habing e math test and hopefully i pass.i fail moi ss test by 1 mark.haix.so wed gota hab re-test and hab chem test oso norx.thu will b chinese and fri physics.hoho! physics i dun realli understand.i realli need to chiong for moi 5 sub since i decide to drop A math. so guess, i signing up for tution.hope i can cope wit everything now.i need to be strong and fight on!
went home straight after e enrichment.cum online and send him a "letter" and he was pretty surprise by it.asking mi not to tink too much n y say mi till so jialat and y is she like tt.i was telling him, she like jiu hao norx,hopefully get sumthing in return.den he was asking get wat in return. so i reply more frens lahx.but forget wat he reply but was pretty funi lahx.sumthing like no frens. i did tell him a few more story lahx. ask mi why she fren must do till like tt.how on earth will i knw? i oso wondering norx, wat on earth will she get in return.such a black hearted ger i ever seen! let her hate mi for all i care. wonder wat will she do next. pls stop gg ard harming ppl. i hate u! hoho! she just bought a new adidas jacket.
i haben done any hw for today.damn tired n i wan to sleep. still so mani stuff which i dun understand for math and i aint revising and praticing. shall revise ltr or tml morning on moi way to sch. i aint in e mood to study so nth gonna get in moi brain. tinking abt folio makes mi mad. so much stuff to do and i'm not good at drawing at all.haix.
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