Monday, January 22, 2007
finally tat i decide to blog. It's been 22 days since 2007 start. haha! anyway, last yr was a yr wit lots of ups n dwns for most of us. Most of moi classmates were mugging hard for N while i'm still wasting moi tym away and moi results jus show. Even before e paper most of dem will b revising while i went wit a few of dem to catch a movie. Make moi laugh lyk mad- Rob b hood. B'dae was spent lyk any other yr thou tis yr wasnt pretty nice but still thank yew guys. Quite a few of dem couldnt make it too. 2006 was a yr which i challenge moiself in relationship stuff and i survived! hehe. Though tyms when i so much wanted to tell yew how i felt deep dwn but i controlled. I duno y but dere are tyms when i still treat yew as though yew're moi.
Went for adam khoo motivational course from 15-17 and it kind of motivate me to study.First day was full of laughter. It's fun!We need to step out of our own comfort zone in order to achieve wat we wan.Second day was e best! it realli touches moi, wat hab i actually done to make moi parents proud? Dey always try their best to gib moi wat i wanted but i sumtimes take things for granted nt knwing dey hab work so hard so to b able to provide stuff for moi.All parents will gib their veri best to their child despite all those suffering dey hab to go thru.But we as their children nvr tink wat adults hab to go thru in e society tdy and would always cum out wit excuses for nt being able to do tis n tat.Most of us cried.Danny shared wit us those things he heard frm kids frm other sch and his veri own family.His father past away when he was jus 6.I so miss moi dad at tym, i dun get to see him everyday cox he doesnt stay wit moi. =(When he's back home i will always either b working or in sch. Alot of memories start to flash back. I hab been pretty rebellion during moi primary sch days, now so so onli. Mayb cox of wat happen when i was in upper prim. Days wasnt easy for moi so i hab learnt to b abit stronger. Anyway,third day wasnt bad either.Danny ask us to write an appreciation note to our frens. I wrote to a few of dem. =) I hab alot of wonderful and of cox sad memories wit moi frens, been thru quite alot thru tis 5 yr together. At nite,fellow schmates went up to e stage to thank their parents and sum say e 3 word which most of us hab nvr say to our parents but onli to our frens or companion? I cried aft jeremy hug his parents, e scene was pretty touching. I learnt quite alot frm tis course. *thumbs up* Sum up everything, tis course is awesome!
lesson are usual jus tat on mon we can wake up alittle later den usual as we onli need to b in sch by 830. *smiles* sitting arrangement hasnt change much either. Gers n guys jus wun mix i duno y. haha! But we still enjoyed e tym in class wit all those jokes. I love dem!
16.01.07- a day which i will nvr forget. thanks for "sending" moi home. Walking beside yew jus recalled all those tym we spent together during e 5mths plus. I nvr regret making tat decision to b ya companion, frm tat veri day i always try moi best to gib moi veri all to yew. Althou i knw dere are tym when we 2 are jus so stubborn. Thanks for being sucha understanding bf, being dere encouraging moi when i see no hope. There's nvr once tat yew giben up hope on moi. I appreciate all tat yew hab done, getting moi medicine when i was sick. Nagging moi to see a doc which i always refused. All ya action realli touches moi heart. Those sms tat yew send on tis particular day, i will nvr forget. I knw its nvr easy and yew need courage to send moi all those sms. =) dere's a poem which i nvr had a chance to let yew read. guess ya oso wun cum moi blog. hehe. nvm, i shall jus post it.
The moment i opened moi heart and let yew in
i saw tis great love startin to begin
i hab loved and i hab to pay e cost
and i hab felt e pain of love i lost
But i'm thankful i found an "angel"
hu walks upon e ground.
Yew would go e xtra miles for moi
jus to show ya love endlessly
i could search moi whole life thru
and nvr b able to find another yew.
yew will always b tat special person in moi heart.
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